it's still awful. i had a very bad night and now i am still thinking i might have to go to emergency. but then it will feel a little better and think, no, i will be ok by myself. argghh. the heat is not helping either.

thanks for understanding. the thing about those tickets is that i have to BE there in person with my card and ID to get them. i can't just say "give them to this person"

and i can't see myself able to go anywhere for a while, except possible the hospital.